Entry by Pao in January 2012–unedited ver.

January 14th, 2012 Comments Off

    

 

It has been some time since I wrote a diary entry, I cannot remember the last time I did. So many things has happened since. I cannot recall all of them, despite my huge head. Please pardon me. And my head. I am now two years old, although I do not see any significant signs of physical growth, but logically and emotionally, like a full grown two year old carrot, I am a tad more mature. IMHO. I think I will still look the same ten years pass, the same old me, the same old wedge head carrot(odd), but perhaps a little more vulnerable inside. I will still be asked by strangers(and carrots) who am I, what do I do, and maybe even why am I here. The answer to the last I do not have. I still witness signs and Phenomenons occasionally. Sometimes they appear as ordinary objects and I miss them, sometimes they stand right in my path. They will point the way and lead me, I faithfully believe. I have learnt that sometimes you need to have faith, in things and people. For example, having faith in my sharp teeth that they will not hurt you. Peace. I guess that is one important lesson I have learnt as a new year beckons. If you ask me about my future, my ambition, my dreams, well, look at me, I am a wanderer. A hermit. An explorer. An unclassified. A subculture.
A ‘non-A’.

I cannot envision myself staying in one place for too long. I cannot be permanent. I wish to see with my very own eyes, unique as they are, this world I have been put into, every corner of this planet, I wish to lay my feet, wave my flag and speak its language. Perhaps one days when I have accomplished this, then I can enter the parallel universe and continue the next phase of this never-ending journey. Fear of the unknown I do not have, for I do not give thought to these things. My friends? I believe they will be wherever I go. X, R, Whao and PE. I also hope to find the village of my ancestors eventually. More wedge head carrots, in other words. They must be out there somewhere. And the Phenomenons will lead me to where I truly belong.

P.S. You have heard of 353, haven’t you? If you have observed, the number 3 looks like my right eye. We encounter 353s everyday without noticing them, but it could be the clue to what lies ahead for me–Phenomenon No. III. I have to find out the connection between the number 3 and my facial feature. If you happen to spot these three numbers sitting next to one another, please take a picture and send it to me. Remember to note down the exact location as well, so that I can pay a visit to the place when the time is right. I look forward to your good news.

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